Kirsten 21 Nov 2025

 [11/18, 22:10] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Kirsten, have you found a place to move to? Aaron mentioned that you are looking out in Uccasaim.

[11/20, 16:56] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Hi. Are you ok? No messages from you or any replies.

[11/20, 17:17] Kirsten Airtel: Yea... just a lil Sick

[11/20, 17:17] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Cold?

[11/20, 17:17] Kirsten Airtel: No... Giddy and Frozen Shoulders

[11/20, 17:18] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Did you tell Dada?

[11/20, 17:50] Kirsten Airtel: about??

[11/20, 17:57] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Being ill.

[11/20, 18:43] Kirsten Airtel: what he'll do??

[11/20, 18:44] Kirsten Airtel: he can see ME Struggling to Move and Realign My Shoulders Everyday

[11/20, 20:58] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Did you sit in the Blessed Sacrament since you met James??

[11/21, 12:17] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: When are you coming here for chair therapy?

[11/21, 19:22] Kirsten Airtel: when Mind and Body is at Rest

[11/21, 19:59] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Won't happen in this lifetime and probably not in the next too.

[11/21, 20:00] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Your salvation is in your hands. I can only assist. You need to take the step towards recovery.

[11/21, 20:25] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Should I come there?

[11/21, 21:03] Kirsten Airtel: this is why I don't Like You and Polly

[11/21, 21:04] Kirsten Airtel: You'll don't read Properly and then Make a Mess of Things

[11/21, 21:05] Kirsten Airtel: Arey You Wait till I Disappear from here... what's the Point of You coming here?? after You Go Again Stress will Return due to the Negativity here

[11/21, 21:08] Kirsten Airtel: that's why I Never You'll details Cause Both of You'll Make a Mockery of Everything

[11/21, 21:20] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Ok. Have it your own way. I'm tired of this drama. Find a safe place and settle down peacefully.

[11/21, 21:22] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: You say we don't bother but when we offer help, you don't want it. You are playing us for fools.

[11/21, 23:06] Kirsten Airtel: You'll will Never Admit Your Mistakes... it Always My Fault for Your Misbehaviours

[11/21, 23:08] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: I think I have already apologised for my mistakes but you want to punish me to get even.

[11/21, 23:10] Kirsten Airtel: what Help have You'll Offered?? Polly tells ME Fr. knows Someone with a Place in Taleigao and after 1 month No update from him....when I finally asked him, he said he Only knows about Auntieee Delia's place

[11/21, 23:10] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: We are not supposed to search for you. You want to be free from us so you must search, no?

[11/21, 23:11] Kirsten Airtel: where have You Apologized?? You Talk as if Everything is Fixed... as a Child Only You told ME to Never Care for You'll and now You Blame ME for that

[11/21, 23:11] Kirsten Airtel: he Opened his Mouth, I didn't

[11/21, 23:12] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: If fixed, why am I sending you for counseling? You are not willing to forgive. We cannot change the past. We know we made mistakes but all parents learn from them n the next child benefits.

[11/21, 23:12] Kirsten Airtel: he's Anyways Washed his Hands.... I'm Guessing he's Upset that Aaron and Daniel are not coming here because of ME

[11/21, 23:13] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: I will not speak for Dada. I will only tell you what I see.

[11/21, 23:14] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: That's not true. I told him the truth, what Fr Francis told me.

[11/21, 23:14] Kirsten Airtel: doesn't Mean You just let Go of the Child... I have to Teach You'll to be Parents??

[11/21, 23:14] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: We are asking you to take responsibility for your life.

[11/21, 23:15] Kirsten Airtel: Yea... but all that Stirred up Only after I came here and Only after I spoke to Fr. Benett

[11/21, 23:15] Kirsten Airtel: I've heard him Complain Loudly about his Stress because Aaron and I come here

[11/21, 23:16] Kirsten Airtel: he literally said "I'm not at Peace with this"

[11/21, 23:16] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: That's true but I wanted to speak with Fr Jose and did but he was leaving so he passed the buck to Fr Francis. I took time to approach him as he's not very friendly.

[11/21, 23:17] Kirsten Airtel: Fr. Francis not Easy to Approach??

[11/21, 23:18] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Dada took you on temporary basis till you moved to a place of your own. Fr Francis is surprised that you bought a bike but couldn't find a place to move to in two months. They are not allowed to keep freeloaders there like Fr Jose allowed. He says Fr Jose has to send you away or Fr Clive.

[11/21, 23:19] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: I find him not very friendly like Fr Jose even though he talks a lot. Its superficial according to me.

[11/21, 23:20] Kirsten Airtel: Freeloader?? I'm paying them for All this... I'm not Polly to Take Advantage of People

[11/21, 23:20] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Oh that I didn't know. How much are you paying them?

[11/21, 23:21] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Dada gives his entire tithe to them. Around 50000.

[11/21, 23:21] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Plus he works for them free of cost.

[11/21, 23:22] Kirsten Airtel: I'll be Giving Fr. Some Money before I Leave...for the Food and Electricity and Stay

[11/21, 23:23] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: They cannot keep you indefinitely. They threw Edwin out and also Thomson. Their rule is if the person is working for them, they help.

[11/21, 23:23] Kirsten Airtel: that's Cause he has the Time... if he was Prasad, he wouldn't get Time to Work for Fr.

[11/21, 23:23] Kirsten Airtel: read it

[11/21, 23:23] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Dada chose to work from home n btw he gets the same salary as Prasad, sometimes more.

[11/21, 23:24] Kirsten Airtel: I'm Talking about Time, not Money.... Please read My texts.... Both of You'll can't read My Fine prints

[11/21, 23:25] Kirsten Airtel: I'm not who I've Brainwashed You'll to Think I am

[11/21, 23:25] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: You have time but they don't need you. Try to understand. Dada is a workaholic. You never will be.

[11/21, 23:29] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Are you working now? From the time you went there, did you earn anything?

[11/21, 23:30] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: A tree is known by its fruits. Not my words but Jesus said this.

[11/21, 23:30] Kirsten Airtel: I know No One Needs ME, and that's why I've done Everything on My Own All My Adulthood... You'll Never Bothered to see how People Treated ME... I Thought People Outside Family would be Different but Everyone is the Same

[11/21, 23:31] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Stop playing the victim. You want everyone to do what you want. The world will not bow down to you.

[11/21, 23:34] Kirsten Airtel: where will I Go with a Twisted Ankle, a Hunched Back and 2 Broken Shoulders?? I Force Myself Out of Bed Only because Polly will Make a Noise because I'm Late... I have to Wait for Fr. Bennett to Finish... sitting with him is Making My condition Worse... his Silence has become Like Poison for ME... when I enter the Refectory, Dead Silence... Everyone Stops Talking

[11/21, 23:34] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: So get out and go to a place of your own.

[11/21, 23:35] Kirsten Airtel: not the Victim card... in College, the Whole class made their Groups for Assignments and Left ME Out

[11/21, 23:35] Kirsten Airtel: even the Teachers couldn't do Anything

[11/21, 23:36] Kirsten Airtel: I'm doing that Only... the Owner is a bit Busy

[11/21, 23:36] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Your physical problems are psychosomatic. That's why James asks to go to the Blessed Sacrament. There is healing provided you are open to receiving.

[11/21, 23:36] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Why?

[11/21, 23:36] Kirsten Airtel: and MFC is gone to Sleep too... Nigel said Something about this Week but No update till Now

[11/21, 23:37] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: If I were left out, I'd take it as a challenge and prove that I can do it on my own.

[11/21, 23:38] Kirsten Airtel: I Tore My Shoulders because of doing Pull ups and because the Mattress is Broken, Pressure goes unevenly on My shoulders as I Sleep on My Stomach

[11/21, 23:38] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: You can call n ask if you are interested. They don't chase people. You show interest.

[11/21, 23:39] Kirsten Airtel: You have a folding bed na?? Fold is slightly and Try Sleeping on it for 8 hours

[11/21, 23:39] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Your other ailments are caused by what?

[11/21, 23:39] Kirsten Airtel: Nigel sends ME updates

[11/21, 23:40] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Sleep on the floor then.

[11/21, 23:40] Kirsten Airtel: You can't be in 2-3 Places at the Same Time... I Luckily had Bosco, Werner and Renault to Help Out

[11/21, 23:41] Kirsten Airtel: I can't Sleep Out with the Boys as I Sleep Late to get up Late after Fr. Bennett has gone,

[11/21, 23:41] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Why didn't they want you on their team??

[11/21, 23:41] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: On the floor of your room

[11/21, 23:43] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: You have lots of past hurts. Unless you do inner healing you won't be free to move on.

[11/21, 23:43] Kirsten Airtel: Each Group consisted of 4 People, so the People who Liked ME had exactly 4 People on their Team and Others Disliked ME or considered ME to be Dead Weight to them... for the Documentary, We were Forced to be a Group

[11/21, 23:44] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Why dislike??

[11/21, 23:46] Kirsten Airtel: this Room has barely Place to keep Anything... Cupboard  is Full, so All My clothes are in the suitcases and transparent boxes... and under the bed is full of computer UPS' and speakers... so I'm Sleeping like I'm in a Store room... have to somersault on the bed to get to the Place where I Sleep

[11/21, 23:46] Kirsten Airtel: ask Juju... he's seen how Bad Shape the Room is

[11/21, 23:47] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: I know. Dada used to be in that room before. Its horrible.

[11/21, 23:47] Kirsten Airtel: No One ever Opened up about it

[11/21, 23:48] Kirsten Airtel: his Room is Way Better and Spacious but he Sleeps on the Bunk bed Outside

[11/21, 23:50] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Do your inner healing. Start from when you were in my womb. Spend time on that section till you sense peace. Then go to your birth n slowly year by year. Cry as much as you want because that will release the suppressed emotions. If you need to forgive anyone in each of those time periods,  please do so. If you are finding it difficult then chair therapy is best.

[11/21, 23:51] Kirsten Airtel: and it's not about Money... I needed to find a Place that has Everthing I Need for Work and Living and Travelling... not Planning on shifting flats every 6 months or every year, so had to check Everthing Properly before going ahead.... I have told Fr. about this but he Tends to Forget

[11/21, 23:52] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Finding such a place that's perfect is not possible in the time frame you have.

[11/21, 23:55] Kirsten Airtel: You say it's Sin but I was Born on the 7th Day of the Month and on the Lord's 7th Day, His Day... My Name has 7 letters and the 1st letter of Each of My Names is KIRS... that's not Coincidence, it's Like Some Prophecy

[11/21, 23:56] Kirsten Airtel: I Found a Place but You'll will Still Make a Joke of it

[11/21, 23:56] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: I'm going to say good night now. If you need help with inner healing or the chair therapy, let me know. Once your inner child is safe, God will allow his grace to work. Please go daily to the Blessed Sacrament. You will thank me one day for insisting. If I was in your place I would spend all my free time there. Its so lovely to sit and talk to your beloved.

[11/21, 23:58] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: I believe that God saved you for a great purpose. I believe this of Daniel too.

[11/21, 23:58] Kirsten Airtel: I'll Go when I Leave this place because Boys won't be in My flat to Touch or Break My Things....that Time, I don't have to Climb unnecessary stairs

[11/21, 23:59] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: You can't lock the door?

[11/21, 23:59] Kirsten Airtel: I Tend to Doze off there and Every Fr. can see ME when they Go to their Rooms, so that's why I don't Go there

[11/22, 00:00] Kirsten Airtel: MSFS will be Close for ME

[11/22, 00:00] Kirsten Airtel: it's supposed to be Left Open as it's a Chapel

[11/22, 00:01] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: You can always shut the door slightly. I dozed once in the Blessed Sacrament. God likes to watch us when we sleep.

[11/22, 00:02] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: I don't think anyone really cares what's going on there. Its all in your head. You just show up n God will lead you. Do the inner healing there. James said that to me.

[11/22, 00:47] Kirsten Airtel: and Please Learn how to Motivate People.... You Insulted and Mocked ME when I was Practicing to Bake and Cook.... without Practice, Nothing can be Learned... tomorrow You'll say that Practicing to Drive My Own vehicle is a Waste of Time and Money 😒 I know You and Polly will Never Accept ME in Life, so I've Stopped Expecting Anything Positive, that's why I get Irritated when You'll Try to Approach ME Cause when I Needed You'll, You'll Turned Away... after Baby and Juju were Born, You'll Felt Like 2 Different Strangers to ME

[11/22, 00:51] Kirsten Airtel: Cause I Never Leave a conversation... so when You said Good Night, I went for bath... Thanks to Fr. Bennett, I Eat Everything Late... Sometimes almost Giddy and Fainting... I Take Care of the Boys when Frs. are Out... Past 2 Days Fr. Savio and Br. Jason are not at Home and yesterday Fr. Francis was Out from 11 onwards, so it was just Br. Godwin, Fr. Bennett and Polly... Today was a holiday, so I had to Look after Tabish and the Other Children till Suraj returned

[11/22, 00:53] Kirsten Airtel: The Other Day Fr. Francis told ME to Take Fr. Mathias to Mapusa as No One was at Home... I took him and brought him Safely... Polly Shouted about that also, saying to Take his car next Time and Crash it... Looks Like he just Wants to Control ME by Making ME Use his Stuff

[11/22, 00:55] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: You went by bike?

[11/22, 00:57] Kirsten Airtel: Fr. Francis, Fr. Savio and Br. Jayson were Happy that I took Fr. but after Everyone Left the Refectory, Polly made ME Feel Like in Useless by saying to tell Fr. I can't Drive... I Mean Fr. literally send Akash to call ME from the room, as I come to Rest a bit... which Means Fr. Needed Help

[11/22, 00:57] Kirsten Airtel: I Drove the Ignis (Orange) to Mapusa to Bharat Gas which is near Benjamin and Franklin's House

[11/22, 00:58] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Car??

[11/22, 00:58] Kirsten Airtel: Obviously... Fr. Mathias is 70 or More... 1st Rector at MBBS

[11/22, 00:59] Kirsten Airtel: I went Slow and there wasn't Traffic at that Time

[11/22, 00:59] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Ok. Dada shouldn't say that. Maybe he was worried you would crash their cars.

[11/22, 01:00] Kirsten Airtel: Someone dented his car and he came to ask ME Directly

[11/22, 01:00] Kirsten Airtel: I Think Br. must've Hit it in the garage Only

[11/22, 01:00] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Who dented whose car?

[11/22, 01:00] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Ok

[11/22, 01:01] Kirsten Airtel: Dada's Black car

[11/22, 01:01] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Ok

[11/22, 01:02] Kirsten Airtel: The Day I Drove it, I Only Scratched the mirror and then I came to collect the remaining Stuff from Home... it wasn't Dented that Day

[11/22, 01:02] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: Ok

[11/22, 01:04] Kirsten Airtel: he Only Fired ME about the Ignis because Fr. Francis got a Speeding Ticket and Brazino's People were called as the car is in their name

[11/22, 01:05] Kirsten Airtel: what did I just tell You?? I'll come after Shifting na 😒😒  MBBS Time Table is Hampering My Timing, so I don't Move Out Much

[11/22, 01:06] AURIEL RIBEIRO SA: I didn't say to come here. You can do it by yourself in that room of yours in MBBS.